LIVING LIFE AS MOMMY AND WIFE!

FIRST IM A MOM:MADISON 9, LEXI 7, EMMA 4.5, RHETT 2, AND STORMY 10.5 MONTHS. I TRY TO SPEND AS MUCH TIME AS I CAN WITH MY KIDS. I STAY HOME SO THE BABIES HAVE MY FULL ATTENTION ALL THE TIME. ON THE WEEKENDS THE OLDER GIRLS AND I TRY TO SNEAK AWAY EVEN IF ITS JUST TO WINDOW SHOP. RHETT WAS DIAGNOSED WITH SPD( SENSORY PROCESSING DISORDER) AND A SPEECH DELAY IN MARCH SO EVERYDAY CAN BE A TRYING DAY WITH HIM. I NEVER KNOW HOW SOMETHING IS GOING TO EFFECT HIM UNTIL ITS DONE AND HE IS STRUGGLING WITH IT. SO I HAVE TO MAKE MENTAL CHECKS ALL THE TIME WHICH ON SOME DAYS CAN BE EXHAUSTING. BUT HES MY BABY BOY SO IM DOING ALL I CAN FOR HIM. HE HAS A HARD TIME IN GROUPS SO RIGHT NOW ME GOING TO WORK IS NOT AN OPTION UNTIL WE GET HIM INTO THERAPY AND HE LEARNS HOW TO COPE WITH ME NOT BEING RIGHT THERE IM THE SAFE PLACE. MADDIE AND LEXI ARE THE GREATEST GIRLS A MOM CAN ASK FOR. ALWAYS TRYING TO HELP EVEN WHEN ITS MORE OF A PAIN FOR THEM. WITHOUT THEM I WOULDNT B ABLE TO MAKE IT THRU THE DAY IT SEEMS. EMMA IS SUCH A DADDYS GIRL, BUT SHE LOVES IT WHEN WE HAVE OUR GIRL TIME. IM GLAD I GET TO BE THERE IN HER LIFE EVEN IF IM NOT "MOM" TO HER. I GET THE BETTER END. I GET TO BE HER "SPECIAL PERSON". JUST LIKE I HAD IN MY LIFE WITH MY STEP MOM. MY HEART MELTS EVERYTIME I HEAR I LOVE U LACY. STORMY IS THE BALL OF SUNSHINE. FROM THE MOMENT SHE WAKES UP TO THE TIME SHE GOES TO BED SHES LAUGHING. NOT A CARE IN THE WORLD. AND IF U DONT TALK TO HER PREPARE FOR A LASHING. SHE WILL SCREAM AT U UNTIL U DO ACKNOWLEDGE HER. SECOND IM A WIFE: I HAVE BEEN MARRIED TO JD FOR 3 YEARS. AND LETS JUST SAY IT HAS BEEN A RIDE AND A HALF. WE HAVE FOUGHT THEN WE HAVE LOVED, WE HAVE HURT, THEN WE HAVE MENDED, WE HAVE WALKED AWAY JUST TO TURN AROUND. WE HAVE GAVE UP THEN CLUNG TO EACH OTHER. RECENTLY WE CAME TO A NEW LEVEL, AND ITS A PROCESS OF A DAY AT A TIME, WE NO LONGER LIVE FOR THE FUTURE JUST FOR THE DAY. WE HAVE WENT BACK TO WHEN WE LOVED THE MOST AND RENEWED OUR LIVES TOGETHER. WE HAVE BEEN HIT SO HARD WITH STRESS, BITCHING, HEARTACHE, PLUS NOW ADD A CHILD WITH A DISABILITY, IM SURPRISED WE DIDNT CUT OUR LOSSES. BUT AFTER WALKING THRU THE FIRE WE CAME OUT BURNT BUT NOTHING A LIL ALOE COULDNT HANDLE. I CAN HONESTLY SAY I LOVE MY HUSBAND, ITS NOT A FORCED PHRASE. I KNOW WE HAVE FAULTS AND THAT NO ONE IS PERFECT AND THAT I CANT FIX EVERYTHING IN A DAY. WHEN I LOOK AT HIM I SEE A MAN THAT MAKES MY HEART SKIP A BEAT AND MY KNEES TO GO WEAK. AND IM STARTING TO SEE A MAN THAT WILL TRY TO PUT HIS FAMILY FIRST INSTEAD OF HIMSELF. IM NOT DROP DEAD GORGEOUS, OR SKINNY BUT I HOPE IN HIS EYES IM BEAUTIFUL BEYOND BEAUTY. THIRD IM A DAUGHTER: MY PARENTS ARE AMAZING. ALL 4 OF THEM. I KNOW IVE GOT REINFORCEMENTS COMING IF I EVER NEED THEM. THESE 4 PEOPLE I THANK DAILY FOR MAKING ME WHO I AM. I LOVE MY MOM, LARRY, MY DAD AND FAYE( THIS ONE GETS MY VOTE FOR LOVE OF A LIFETIME, WHEN U HEAR ABOUT DEATH BY HEARTBREAK AFTER DEATH THESE 2 FIT THE BILL SHOULD IT HAPPEN )