MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND :(

DO U EVER JUST HATE A DAY? OR A WEEK OF THE YEAR? I KNOW I DO. EVER SINCE 2002 I HAVE HATED MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND. THE REASON WE CELEBRRATE IM ALL FOR BUT I JUST HATE THIS WEEKEND. IT REMINDS ME OF A PLACE I WAS. MY MARRIAGE TO LEXI'S DAD ENDED OVER THIS WEEKEND IN 2003 LEXI WAS ONLY 11 WEEKS OLD. I WAS SERVED PAPERS TO REAPPEAR IN COURT FOR MADDIES CUSTODY BATTLE OVER THIS WEEKEND IN 2002, I WAS ACCUSED OF EMBEZZLEMENT AT WORK THIS WEEKEND IN 2004, I ENDED MY MAKESHIFT MARRIAGE TO A "BOY" THIS WEEKEND IN 2005. MY COUSIN WHO I LOVE WAS HIT BY A CAR BY HIS WIFE THIS WEEKEND IN 2006, MADDIE HAD TO SPEND THE WEEKEND WITH HER FATHER 2007 EVEN THO IT WAS MY HOLIDAY BECAUSE IT WAS HIS SUMMER VISTATION. FROM 2008-NOW ITS BEEN OK NOT GREAT BUT OK. THIS YEAR I REALLY FELT LIKE I WAS HAVING A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN ALL WEEKEND JUST WAITING FOR THE BAD TO HAPPEN. BUT THE DAY IS ALMOST OVER SO I GUESS I'LL REST EASY. HAD FUN THIS WEEKEND: GOT THE TAT, HAD A COOKOUT WITH MY DADDY AND STEPMOM, PLAYED AT THE PARK, PLAYED IN THE SPRINKLER, SLEPT IN AND BEEN LAZY. I'LL START BACK TO CLEANING AND COOKING TOMORROW. FOR THE REST OF THE NIGHT IM JUST GONNA DO WHAT IVE DONE ALL DAY AND RELAX! PLUS MADDIE WILL B WALKING IN MY DOOR ANY MINUTE NOW AND I CANT WAIT TO HOLD HER.